i am without job!

i just got home and i have no job. my desk has been cleaned out and i said goodbye. it is a very different feeling than i had almost a year and a half ago when i left my last job. that day was a celebration. it was also worrysome of the unknown future for me. i was very sad to leave that place, i had worked for the same company for almost 8 years. i did not want that day to end, i didn't want to make that final walk out of that office, even though i was not alone, i think we all went out and celebrated, and then probably had a poker party at my place that nite. i knew i would still hang out with those that stayed in the office behind me.

today was a lot different. i was anxious to get out of the office, even though i will miss it. the most contact i'll have with these former co-workers will probably be in WoW. Maybe there are a couple that I'l see once in a while. i will miss the people i was working with this morning. i will even miss the work i was doing. but today the future is not quite as much of an unknown as it was when i came to this job 17 months ago. then i didn't know if i was going to be able to do a good job. now i am confident that i will have no problem doing a good job.

anyway, for those of you that know, i'll be joining up with the westrac crew again after this next week. even tho one of you just left the westrac crew, it'll still be cool to be back there. hey, lets meet at wendy's in 10 minutes!